Conversation

"Why?...because he watches movies with me and offers to teach me how to make ravioli, he laughs and thinks its cute that I laugh at everything. He wants to watch Bridget Jones with me....the whole thing. He wants to play me songs on his guitar and when he doesn't know the words improvise with "I'm really sorry Alex I forgot the lyrics", he offers to make me breakfast. Why?...because he admits that he could and wants to love me. You can't do that...sorry, you know that I adore you though, but you wont/ cant give me what I want."

Novella

I have no faith in our country but besides that... I thought that today I would write what my values are.

1. I believe in being honest about life, but not about everything. The simple lies of "no your not fat" are needed.
2. I think that love is truly what rules the world but like love is eternal and endless, so is true hate.I also believe that the word hate is used to lightly.
3.I believe its wrong to ask "how are you" when it is not meant
4.I truly believe that everything will always work out for me.
5. I think that nothing is stronger than family, but it is important to remember that even family members are people.
6. I believe that it is not right to hate just because i don't understand.
7.I believe people are good, but that goodness is cultural and we are trained on what is good and bad.
8. I believe that I am happy and and that despite what logic tells me I'm not mediocre.
9.I believe that the best way for me to live my life is to think of it as a good novel and that if I were to die that day would the story end well.