Beginning in the middle of time.

I have come to realize that escaping those character traits which you posses is almost impossible. I am still lonely, which is weird, because suddenly I'm not lonely in a romantic sense, that part of me is completely fulfilled. I'm lonely in another way...which I am not quite sure what that is yet.

Does your brain just feel empty of important thoughts?

There is this girl far away from where she understands. Trying new things, becoming serious. Getting old in ways that one has to. Doing school work, compromising values, understanding stress, becoming friends with it. Thinking she knows herself, thinking she hasn't changed and suddenly turning into this girl who doesn't know herself. She likes the same music, the same foods, but is missing parts of her that she didn't know she needed. She hears herself talk and it sounds empty, See's herself get dressed and wonders why she is wearing what she is. Truth comes with love, she strives to be a better person, but has forgotten what it means to her to be a better person. Unsatisfied with this life, but to afraid to change. Its hard to explain feeling a sense that something is missing...but what? I'm happy! I have a wonderful love, I just got done acting, I don't know what it is...

but I am missing something.