My Eyes Are Tired But My Brain Wont Stop Thinking

My dear friend my Benedril is not working. I have taken two, normally a trusty sedative, its not working. Damn it!!! Damn it fucking all.. I am lost and confused. My brain will not stop thinking.

Alex's thoughts for the next two minutes: Owen, I wonder what its like to be John Cusak. Nick is right that is him and that movie scares me. Owen dumped me..how come. so sudden, why. i don't understand. what is my list of top five favorite records of all time. did I do something wrong. What could I have said. if compilation tapes mean love I have never been in love. Owen never gave me one. did he never love me? I shouldn't analyze this. I'm tired. Milo get off. hmmmm. Owen. High fidelity. I'm wondering.I have exams tomorrow. Damn it. speech. speech!! I don't want to go. I'm all alone. It will be 3 days of High Fidelity. I don't understand Owen. He doesn't need me...he said so.

please stop thinking.